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Updated: Nov 1, 2021


Image Info: Mr. Black at work.


On the topic of Anniversaries, ashes, my Vocal Dojo, dancing ghosts and flickering lights.


Well, today is the anniversary of my fatefull awakening under that strange tree on the BOK hillside. The day I first read the words “Diamonds Hadder”. I’m very sentimental. So today, armed with my fruity pepples glazed donut, I’ll be traveling to the hillside again to sit by that tree and hopefully something new will come to me. There’s so much happening in my universe, I thought a new anniversary update would be nice. It's a lot to read so pardon me.


New Song, I didn’t intend to track a new Ramsay/Evermore song before City of Fire was released, but it looks like another one is happening before my eyes. It’s one of those things that just happens quickly and without much effort and so I tend to just let it happen… the risk versus rewards margin seems to be quite good based on the last 2 tracks we did… and this new track has some real bite to it. We’ll see. It might show up at the same time “City Of Fire” is released. Let’s say, within 2 weeks for both. That’s my magic hadder guess. Other great things are in the works with the Ramsey/evermore tracks, but I’ll just keep quite on that for now. But it’s exciting stuff.


“City of Fire” update: Just doing some chorus work, solo writing (optional) and fine mixing details… but the track is pretty much complete. Mostly production and fun details stuff.


The Website: Not sure if you noticed, but the front page is slowly turning into a nice little dwelling area of songs and moving images. I added the “Last Light” strip yesterday. (I was standing in water for hours to get that photo of me BTW) That particular song upload is still the original MP3 that came from another MP3, so as soon as I have about 5 hours… I’ll actually mix a version from the original tracks, which should sound nice and thick and with the solo included. Maybe one day next week while I’m oiling leather or something.


The Stargazer and Mr Black: I spent the night doing final audio mixes for the stargazer music video at the Media Kitchen studio in Gardena with Rob Black on Wednesday night, the task was a simple one… remove some guitars from one of the guitarists who didn’t want to be part of the release and remix, so yeh… I took my free hadderless night to cross the gardens through the city to be present for that. A second guitar track was recut at some point over the last 2 weeks by Doug Weiand and so there needed to be another final mix down to close it out…. i was the only one who showed up... so after about 2 hours we finished it up and I took it home to master it for a few hours.. and low and behold guitars were missing in the mix. Live and learn I suppose, would have been nice if other people involved showed up to mix the song and their own parts... but oh well, I guess more delays with stargazer endeavor. When I get a mix I suppose the video will find it's way down stream to a quiet island.


Ashes and Ghosts: I had to shake some pretty major ghosts off the following morning. It was odd driving to the gardens, where I spent so much time over the last three years… I was reflecting with Mr. Black about how the gardens rehearsal studio became a refuge for me after my life and home burned up in the Woosley fire of 2018.. how this TOR project became my hidden sanctuary of sorts… like a Vocal dojo... my playground and distraction in the wake and ashes of my past and the finality of it. It opened some old wounds. The drive there also reminds me of old flickering lights in the dark and so it was a trigger to a lot of things for me. Things I was more than happy to leave behind under a foggy and moonless LA sky late that night. Enjoy a few images from the stargazer sessions in the land of the Gardens and my girl bella, who also enjoyed her time in the Dojo.


Mr Black, thank you so much for all your efforts and reduced rates and time and energy. So much appreciated.


Video Info: Some audio from the soon to be released "City of Fire" played along to some moving images of creation at it's finest. Be careful... it might make you want to jump.


I think it’s interesting how art imitates life and how life imitates art. I woke Saturday morning from the most amazing dream. I won’t get into the details of it.. but wow, haven’t had a dream like that in a long time. I think it had to do with a new cowhide rug birthday gift I received that I have been sleeping on.. there’s just something about it, it’s kind of a magic pretty. I love when words basically write themselves almost as quickly as I can think them. I have had moments in front of paper with an anxious pen, under the gun, and couldn’t write a damn thing… but occasionally I wake to a storm of words that almost feel like I’m reading them rather than thinking about them. In those moments, I have no direction or thought of what they are, they simply are. I spent the weekend surrounded by heavy creation… so many things I’m trying to cap off before I leave for the lakes. I really have no time for new words or songs considering all the current pieces I’m already knee deep in and close to releasing. I’ll just have to document my Saturday morning flood of words for something in the future. I often talk about sketches as the building blocks to finished pieces, well this is the very beginning of something, kind of like when fish first grew legs and decided to leave the water for new adventures on land and earth. Kind of. It's a start. Enjoy some audio and video from the "City of Fire" above and new Lyrics from a dream below.


Hell Fall (Once upon a dreary when)


Once upon a magic

One upon a rhythm

Once upon a somewhere

It’s out there…

In between the lines


Once upon a something

Once upon a lie

The silver curtain cracks enough

to let you see behind

Oh dear.. what you’ll find

If you only dare to walk there.. sometime


Once upon a nightmare

Once upon the shame

Open up a little heaven

Its 11 on the door that somewhere came

on the way to midnight

On the way to hell

There’s peace in the tower

But the bell doesn’t ring

till June she sings

I hope that you can tell


In a little madness

In a little might

Once upon a crazy

Lifes little goodnight

On a feather and a dream

Fly to meet the maker

On the weather or the why not

Lost before your found starts

Watch your step off the edge

To touch the diamonds red

We walk the lines of who we seem

Past the doorways that we leave..


Once upon a dreary when

Where forever met the end

Oh just to be

Or never to be.. again

Once upon a weary when

Where the break it met the devils bend

Oh just to be

You’ll have to see you self

It was never if or never then


There’s truth inside a lie that tells.. it all

Past well the best we have is hell fall



Hell fall

After all is said and done (that)

Through the doors we left to run (back)

It’s true the river met the end.. there


Hell fall

After all the ends are tied up

The whispers said she never lied but

The book.. it never took… only to read The End.


-evermore




After three days of initial tracking and listening to mixes... I'm close to completing the Hadder version of "City Of Fire" which was one of 8 songs that was just about ready to release under the TOR project that I was a part of. I intend to go through this very creative process with all of these tracks. I've started from scratch and tried my very best to stay clear of the original music that was underneath the rather extensive "Vocal and keyboard" studio tracks other than wearing the hand cuffs of remaining in key and tempo of course as the vocals kind of dictate that to some degree anyway. It's a great challenge and I'm up for it. Surprisingly the vocals and keyboard tracks sound fairly interesting alone and I considered just completing them with an orchestra but there's just something about a loud guitars and drums that I love and I wanted to take these stories on the road, so, I opted for a traditional skeleton. Doing it this way allows me to bring back a lot of the lyrics, and vocals and choir ideas that were left on the cutting room floor and to sculpt around them musically to help support some of those ideas... it is difficult to paint the canvas under the details of the track, but I'm having fun with it and that's really what this whole project is all about. I'm trying to get this first painting done before I leave for the red lakes... wish me luck.

Remember when this was fun? Oh yeh... that's why we're doing this.

Well I remember.

"So we race the sun, born to run... until the midnight comes."

Video info: IMPORTANT to note: NO ONE WAS harmed in this video, these are "Fire Jumpers" and stunt men. Everyone has a passion in life, including these people who seem to flirt with death, so here is a little taste of fire to some of my recent "City of Fire: brush strokes. It's an audio sketch and idea for now as I'm still tracking this and yet to apply the Code Break I stumbled upon late last night, but It's fun to release clips and moments along the way, makes looking back a little more interesting. Every painting or song deserves a journal that documents the trials and tribulations of the finished product and the processes that molded and ultimately defined it. I have notes and demo tracks that go way back on this song, I hope to release a more detailed video on the process, but we'll see how that all pans out. Let me see if I actually like the song when it's done first.





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