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  • Mar 2, 2022

diamonds hadder the tower kind winters promo video

Image info: A picture from the old 200 north dojo I had. I was feeling nostalgic today.


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Hadder Journal: Spring 2022

It's almost spring and I thought I would take a walk in the Klipso gardens today. It feels like I've lost so much yet this damn grass it still comes up every year. I'm walking barefoot and it's chilly and cold still from the winter thaw. Ezra is back, she had disappeared a few days and I was a little worried. It was nice to see her again. I'm sensing a little adventure coming... it's that kind of wind in the air, she knows it too. There's a large Black Bee that burrowed into my heart a few nights ago while I slept, it was coming to me for weeks... returning each night as I drifted away..., I wondered what it was up to. I realized today that it was trying to get inside me to nest for spring. It seemed very wise a bee, dark and fury and beautiful, about the size of a silver Dollar. I think it's a message sent from Remrod perhaps.. work of the raven. I saw a similar bee while I was walking the narrows in November. How long it will nest I don't know but my heart is beating again and I imagine it's the work of some magic that I don't understand yet. I wanted to make note of this as I feel like it will come back to me again. That's all for today.

Oh yeh, I found this in the garden. Seems to be some lost scribbles to a master drawing I was working on..... perhaps you can make sense of it. I notice that behind every color, there's some lost scribbles that hold the pretty paint above.. but that never take the spotlight. So if life but lots and lots of scribbles under color.



Headless Cross by Black Sabbath


Look through the people, and on through the mist To the hill of the headless cross Where all witches meet, on a night such as this And the power of darkness is host They come face to face, eye to eye, soul to soul With and Angel that fell from the sky Borne on the air, the screams and the wails Of the masses appointed to die

Listen for the feet as they pound the land to a tune of thunder Watch as the legions ride again to a fate of death or torture At the Headless Cross, at the Headless Cross

From the first evil night, when a black flash of light Cut the crucifix half to the ground There's been no escape from the power of Satan On a nation so brave and so proud

Listen for the feet as they pound the land to a tune of thunder Watch as the legions ride again to a fate of death or torture At the Headless Cross, at the Headless Cross

How do you feel, when the locks refuse the key And the master is calling your name Does the luck of the charm, really keep you from harm? Does the talisman protect you from pain?

Listen for the feet as they pound the land to a tune of thunder Watch as the legions ride again to a fate of death or torture At the Headless Cross, at the Headless Cross

From the first evil night, when a black flash of light Cut the crucifix half to the ground There's no escaping the power of Satan On a nation so brave and so proud

Listen for the feet as they pound the land to a tune of thunder Watch as the legions ride again to a fate of death or torture, oh no, oh At the Headless Cross, at the Headless Cross At the Headless Cross, oh, at the Headless Cross Where will you run to? At the Headless Cross Look, to the Headless Cross


Just sharing some lyrics to the Sabbath cover song I'm working on. Such a great vocal performance by Tony Martin on this song. Honored to recreate it the best I could.


-J





diamonds hadder the tower kind winters promo video

Image info: A video graphic for the song "Evermore" that I've been dreaming about a long time and finally had a moment to bring to life.


Good morning. It’s Friday, the final week of February 2022… spring is in full bloom along the oceans of Bok. A little update on the Hadder doings and ponderings.


Little Things: Me and Ezra are enjoying the new tower so. A lot happened behind the scenes the last 2 weeks after the lighting strike… I moved the entire tower out of the city. It was time to regroup a bit for the coming year, to cut costs and hunker down so to say for better things. It takes a lot of time and energy to complete a full record… there’s so much that stands in the path of it, you have no idea. I will say I’ve had a great week… it was very freeing for me to close the locks on that first tower… the move was a bit more than I expected and I almost killed myself in a little explosion of glass, but I survived with just some minor bloody arms and a glass filled hat. That 408 tower did so much for me, spiritually as well, I healed from some things inside that space…. Even though I felt like I accomplished so much there… I know it really was just the start of something… Hadder really was born in May even though the masks and ideas were coming into my life for the last decade or so… in about 9 months I’ve almost completed the first record, not to bad all things considered. Let’s just say I sat a moment and pondered my next moves cautiously and calculated keeping my sanity in check for the next leg of the race…. a few apologies were in order as well this month and that was all part of this next chapter as well... so is life... That’s where I am today on the cusp of march and the foggy pacific months looming on my little horizon… The new space is beautiful and there is even a few bird feeders nearby so I can take a break once and a while and just look out over the hills while I contemplate the things I dream of creating. I think the pace here in this new place could slow a little as I cut away some strings and I realize there is no cheese to chase, no rat to race and no ghosts to face anymore. Just a painting that I actually enjoy working on and the process of creating.


New Music: To be honest I haven’t been writing this week, all my time was spent just decorating the new Hadder tower and working on the website. “Rainbow in the Dark”, “Long is the Road” and “Kind Winters” are all sitting and waiting for me to grab my microphone… I have running mixes of each and notes on what’s next… but they are just holding for now… like the planes in Die hard 2... perhaps this weekend I will make a gasoline trail to bring them home. I will say that although I haven’t been tracking, I still rise every day to train, each morning I wake well before the sun rises and begin my vocal routines. I find so much comfort and joy in that routine. I love the work and the progress I see in my skills. Each day I gain a little more control over my ability to wield the brush so to say. There is no end to this battle, just small victories, and occasional defeats along the way. I do however get better at swinging the axe and so I can only hope that lets me fight a little longer on this journey.


Website: You may have noticed some changes to the site the last few weeks. New graphics and lyrics and such coming and going. The site had some blackout periods as well as I was moving the server. Basically, my idea for the future is to have a page for each song when the record is complete, with graphic, music video and lyrics. Kind of like a digital version of a record sleeve, only animated. I tested out some layouts during the week with the lyrics overlaying the graphic for each song on the front page (deleted since)… it’s a work in progress and it will be happening behind the scenes in anticipation for the release of the record. My goal with this is to create a place for fans of the music to go, throw headphones on, and immerse themselves in the story and visuals of the record. That’s what I did when I was a kid and so I seem to be creating that same environment as some tribute to the things that inspired me as a kid. Its my record and my rules I guess, and considering there’s no cheese to chase or map to follow… well… I’ll do it my way. Of course, there will be a record label in place to help promote it worldwide in the future as part of the plan as well… and a tour and all the other stuff that comes with a record to some degree, but this little digital place I’m creating will always be there. It’s my home for the record and for all the hard work it took to make it. It's there for me too. It’s my marker on this earth as well... there forever I hope.


Stargazer Crew: Just a little update on the cover songs with the Stargazer boys, “Headless Cross” is completed and I’m guessing it will be mixed in the coming weeks here in LA. If I can get “Rainbow in the Dark’ done this week… well, both these songs will find there way out into the world in the coming months, I hope for all these projects to complete around the same time. That’s the plan as it stands today.


Lastly: If you get a chance, listen to the Joey Demio ‘Words of Power” podcast with Eric Adams, oh man it was so good to hear them talk about the history of American heavy metal and their role in that history. The fight in these guys is very inspirational and the lengths they went to accomplish a dream against all odds, well, let’s just say cheers to them for such convictions.

Farewell out there,

-J




  • Feb 18, 2022

Updated: Feb 22, 2022


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Field Notes from Diamonds Hadder: On the topic of Zabble finding "The Coin Book" in Medlins library.


The library was quiet… candles flickered while strange little golden dusk globes danced in the stale air of the hidden room. Medlins magic silver light switch hovered in the air on the desk and made a strange humming noise as its magic lit the room. If there ever was a sound of spells in motion, I suppose that would be the sound of it. A low winding noise, almost like an unsettling vibration of time and space. Like poetry to a wizards ears. Zabble sat a moment.. just staring at all the shelves and all the books… he imagined the words that were dancing in the pages and the stories behind them all. The very idea of such a thing had him grinning from ear to ear… an excited grin… skylark was snoring huddled on the floor at his feet while Mattix was just wandering around the shelves looking in holes as though that’s all it was programmed to do in life. The strange occasional knock of it’s limbs bumping into one an other could be heard occasionally breaking the almost silence of the room.


“Well, I suppose it’s time master” Zabble spoke in a soft whisper to himself with a little sigh. He rose up from Medlins desk, glancing at Medlins portrait suspiciously as he arose, and walked over to the library ladder. Skylark jumped up as he dragged the ladder across the floor rather noisily… alert all of a sudden, pretending as though she hadn’t fallen asleep at all. Zabble looked over in her direction with a little, “Welcome back” he grumbled under his breath. Skylark groaned to acknowledge his dig.

Zabble began climbing the ladder… hmm… he couldn’t help but notice more books along his journey to the 4th shelf.


“Wooden Spells: The Art of Puppetry”


“Ravens: Everything you need to know and why”


“The Yarn Spinner by Samuel Iscariot”


hmmm… Zabble was finding it hard to climb any further… every inch of him wanted to grab every book and drink it up. He groaned as he climbed as though letting Medlins portrait know that he would do as he requested even though he didn’t want to. A good student even after master Medlins passing, Zabble knew in his heart that there was a reason Medlin asked him to read that book first and so he climbed a bit more and came upon the 4th shelf. As instructed he counted the 08th book from left to right… a rather unique book it was… slightly older and larger than the books surrounding it, the title on its binding was slightly obscured by some cob webs that had collected dust and surrounded it… Zabble reached for it to brush it off and as he did the necklace around his neck holding the key to the secret library suddenly started to glow a little… it startled him a bit… he paused a moment as it was occurring, the further he reached the more it glowed he noticed as though the two were connected somehow… the letters hidden under the cob webs and dirt glowed as well…. There was a magic at play here that Zabble didn’t fully understand… in the dark the title of the book came to life as Zabble clung to the rails of the ladder…. “The Coin Book” it read.

As Zabble touched the book… the candles flickered, and his key began to vibrate slightly… a low rumble that he could feel in his chest. It’s as though the two had met before, or at least that’s what Zabble thought in the moment. Like two old friends saying hello in a language he didn’t yet understand. He pulled the book from the shelf and a cloud of dust came along with it.. a cloud eerily glowing in the red magic light that was surrounding Zabble as he clung to the ladder in that moment. Mattix quickly appeared from nowhere rather deliberately to inspect the hole that was left from the removed book… it perched and peered as though ready to pounce on whatever might be hiding back there in the dark. It’s purpose was rather evident and Zabble pondered a moment that whatever magic brought it to life, was very powerful and well served. He marveled at it. Mattix, the true protector of the word.

Skylark manned the base of the ladder as Zabble made his way down to the floor. “Move over you big fury elephant,” Zabble muttered under his breath, in a playful but hurried manner. Skylark’s mouth was drooling a little as she panted and smiled, obviously interested in what Zabble was holding.. balancing her excitement and eager focus on the glowing coin book clutched in Zabbles hand as well as the knocking noise on the 4th shelf and what Mattix was up too.

Zabble made his way to Medlins desk… and sat with a heavy sigh.. "hmmm", he thought to himself staring at the book now in detail. It was bound in leather sleeves with very ornate carvings and etchings along the rims of its cover. The etchings seemed to be burned or carved into the material. It certainly looked to be old and unique. The valleys of these etchings seemed to be active… like electric water that was settled there in the canyons of the lines and carvings. They moved and danced and interacted with the hum from the key around his neck. Like little red magic dust. Suddenly Zabble noticed the etchings seemed to be slightly more than just etchings… as his key dangled from his neck, swinging like a pendulum.. he noticed some letters began to appear on the cover of the book as the key swung past them. Hidden otherwise, the key seemed to reveal letters hidden in the etchings. Skylark looked on as though she was amazed and bewildered as much as he was. Zabble held the key and waved it across the front of the book reading aloud the message that graced it's elaborate cover.


“To the place, this coin delivered be just,

Where the sleepy narrows run, by a diamond prince and a dream master must.

To the deep, returned, below the hidden fall

That giver be, forever granted, his evermore.”


Hmmm. Zabble was quiet a moment. He loved a good puzzle. Odder the better. Skylarks head turned to the side staring at Zabble as he was frozen a moment. "The narrows... a prince... his evermore... hmmm...." he muttered to himself. He then glanced up at Medlins portrait… thinking about Medlins request beyond the black forest and that mysterious thing he would find there during the first winter moon.

Turning his attention back to the book, he opened it. It made an odd mechanical noise and seemed to crack as though it hadn’t been opened in a while… inside a strange silver hand carved coin was embedded into a perfectly fit pocked cut into the very first thick leather page of the book, the coin was etched and glowing in the same red magic which now illuminated zabbles bewildered face in a bright amber light, casting his large wizard like shadow on Medlins portrait behind him as he stared in absolute amazement at the coin. Medlins eyes secretly glowed in the shadow of Zabbles discovery.

“Well well’ Zabble muttered quietly… glancing back at the portrait once again….humming an old Bokonean hymn softly under his breath…. “hmmmm…. hmm….hmmm… Such winter moons be juggled free, of life and duty needs… come round the winter tree…. Hmm hmmm hmmm…. Old moon… come round the winter tree.”


“Ok, master, I’m listening.” Zabble said… as he turned to read the first page of the book.

"hmmm hmmmm hmm... Come round the worry tree... .oh winter moon to be"






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